a\Êm£n al¯msbmcp kn²nXs¶. F¶m F´mWo a\Êm£n? FÃmhcpsSbpw a\Êm£n Hcpt]msebmtWm? AXnsâ Xocpam\w Ft¸mgpw FÃmhcnepw Htc hn[amIptam? AXv IpäaäXmsW¶v Bsc¦nepw AhImis¸Sptam? CsXms¡bpw ]cntim[n¡s¸tSWvS {]iv\§fmWv.
P\n¨ IpSpw_kmlNcyhpw Pohn¡p¶ ]cnXxØnXnbpw ]n´pScp¶ ]mc¼cyhpw a\Êm£nsb AKm[ambn kzm[o\n¡p¶p. tZiobhpw hwiobhpw ImenIhpw PmXobhpw kmaqlnIhpw km¼¯nIhpamb AhØm´c§Ä AXnsâ Xocpam\§sf hfsctbsd _m[n¡pw.
FÃmhcpsSbpw hnNmctijnbpw ssienbpw Htct]msebÃ. a\pjyÀ `n¶ {]IrXcmWv; hyXykvX hn`mK§fpw. AhcpsS XmÂ]cy§fpw hnhn[§fmWv. sshÚm\nIhpw _p²n]chpamb \nehmc¯nepw {]ISamb Gä¡pdhpIfpWvSv. Hmtcmcp¯cpw X§fpsS Xe¯nepw \nehmc¯nepw \n¶psImWvSmWv Imcy§Ä t\m¡n¡mWpI. FÃmhcpw Htct]mse Nn´n¡pI km[ytabÃ. AXn\m ho£WhyXymkw A\nhmcyas{X.
kuµcyw Bt]£nIamWv. hyànIfpsS A\p`qXnsshhn[yamWv AXn\p ImcWw. NneÀ¡v NneXv kpµcw. AhXs¶ aäp NneÀ¡v hncq]w. A`ncpNnIfnepw Cu A´cw {]ISamWv. NneÀ¡v NneXnt\mSnjvSw. AhtbmSpXs¶ thsd NneÀ¡v shdp¸v. \·Xn·Ifpw Cu hn[w BImtam? hyànIfpsS A`ncpNns¡m¯v Ah hyXymks¸Smtam? AXkm[yas{X. \· F¶pw FhnsSbpw \· Xs¶; Xn· Xn·bpw. adn¨mbm a\pjycmin¡v aqeyt_m[anÃmXmhpw. \·Xn·mhnthN\w hyÀYamIpw. A§s\ kaqlw AcmPIXz¯n\Sns¸Spw.
kmaqlnImhØIÄ¡pw km¼¯nI LS\IÄ¡pa\pkcn¨v amdnhcmhp¶Xà \·Xn·IÄ. A§s\ hmZn¡p¶Xv ^e¯n AhbpsS \ncmk¯nte¡mWv \bn¡pI. "\·sb¶Xv Hcp t]cv am{XamsW'¶ \nt¡mtfm amIyhÃnbpsS ho£Whpw, "\·sb¶Xv shdpsamcp sI«pIYbmsW'¶ gm³ t]mÄ kmÀs{XbpsS hmZhpsams¡ CXmWv sXfnbn¡p¶Xv.
\·Xn·IÄ ImeþtZiþhÀKþhÀWþPmXnþenwK t`Z§Ä¡XoXambn kpØnchpw imizXhpambncn¡Ww. a\pjya\Êm£ntbm kmaqlnImhØtbm km¼¯nI LS\tbm tZiob kmlNcytam ImenI XmÂ]cytam BWv Ah \nÝbn¡p¶sX¦n AXkm[yambncn¡pw. AXn\m \·Xn·IfpsStbm \ymbm\ymb§fpsStbm am\ZÞhpw Ahew_hpamIm³ a\ptjyOIÄt¡m a\Êm£nt¡m km[yaÃ. ]£]mXclnXamb a\Êm£nbnÃ. AXns\mcn¡epw A{]amZnXzw AhImis¸SpI km[yhpaÃ. ^e¯n a\Êm£n¡\pkcn¨v Pohn¡p¶h\pw tZtlObv¡Sns¸«h\pw X½n A´csam«panÃ. kz´w tNmZ\bv¡\pkcn¨v Ncn¡p¶hcmWhÀ.
\·bpw Xn·bpw \nÝbn¡p¶Xv FÃm Imes¯bpw tZis¯bpw apgph³ a\pjycpsSbpw {kjvSmhmb ssZhambncn¡Ww. Ah\Xv hyàambn hnthNn¡pIbpw \nÀWbn¡pIbpw sNbvXn«pWvSv. AXn\m \·bpw Xn·bpw icnbpw sXäpw ssZh\nÝnXamWv. ImemXoXhpw tZimXoXhpamWv; A\izchpw. a\pjycmin¡v Ah Adnbm\pÅ GI amÀKw {]hmNI·mÀ¡v e`yamb Znhyt_m[\w am{Xas{X.
Xm³ BcmWv? FhnsS\n¶v h¶p? Ft§m«p t]mIp¶p? F´mWv PohnXw? F´n\pÅXmWv? GXphn[ambncn¡Ww? XpS§nb Imcy§sfm¶pw Znhyshfn]mSpIfpsS shfn¨anÃmsX BÀ¡pw a\Ênem¡pI km[yaÃ. AXnkaÀYcmb [njWmimenIfpw KthjIcpw a\pjys\ kw_Ôn¨v ]cam_²§Ä ]dbm\pw {]Ncn¸n¡m\pw ImcWaXs{X. X§fpsS ap¼n {]IminXamb hi§Ä h¨psImWvSp am{Xta GhÀ¡pw Imcy§Ä ImWm³ IgnbpIbpÅq. C¶pw a\pjys\ kw_Ôn¨ A[nI hi§fpw A{]IminX§fmWv. Ahsb¸änbpÅ a\pjysâ At\zjWw Ahkm\n¸n¡mXncn¡m\pÅ ImcWw AXmWtÃm. hnthIimenIfmb hnÚm\ZmlnIÄ Ahs\¡pdn¨v Hmtcm ]pXnb Adnhv e`n¡pt¼mgpw X§fpsS AdnhnÃmbvabpsS Bghpw ]c¸pw a\Ênem¡mdmWv ]Xnhv.
NmÄkv UmÀhn\pw knKvaWvSv t{^mbnUpw slKepw amÀIvkpsaÃmw a\pjys\ t\m¡n¡WvSXv hyXykvX cq]¯nemWv. NneÀ X§fpsS At\zjW¯n apgp{i²bpw icoc{]IrXnbnepw cq]`mh§fnepw tI{µoIcn¨p. AXn\m icoc tI{µoIrXamb Nne \nKa\§fnse¯nt¨À¶p. thsd NneÀ tPmenbpsS Xe¯n \n¶hs\ t\m¡n¡WvSp. At¸mÄ sXmgneneqsS ]cnWma hnt[b\mb P´phmbmWv a\pjys\ IWvSXv. Hcp]äw Nn´IcpsS {i² ]XnªXv hbdnemWv. AhÀ AXns\¡pdn¨pÅ BtemN\bn Baácmbn. FÃmäns\bpw AXpambn _Ôs¸Sp¯n. hbdmWv ]ca {][m\sa¶hÀ hmZn¨p. AXns\ ]camh[n hepXm¡pIbpw hnIkn¸n¡pIbpw sNbvXp. hni¸mWv apgp {]iv\§fpsSbpw ASnØm\sa¶v hn[nsbgpXn. AXv ]cnlcn¡s¸«m FÃmw icnbmhpsa¶v AhImis¸SpIbpw sNbvXp. ssewKnIXbneqsS a\pjys\bpw PohnXs¯bpw t\m¡n¡WvShÀ AXmWv kÀh{][m\sa¶v hnizkn¨p. AXn\m Adnbp¶hsbbpw ImWp¶hsbbpw tIÄ¡p¶hsbbpw AXpambn _Ôn¸n¨p. am\h PohnX¯nsâ apgph³ {]hÀ¯\§fpw enwK_²amsW¶v {]Jym]n¡pIbpw sNbvXp. ssewKnIXbpsS ta GÀs¸Sp¯s¸« \nb{´W§Ä \o§nbm FÃmw t\scbmhpsa¶ \nKa\¯nemWhsc¯nbXv. aäp NneÀ BßobX¡v AanX{]m[m\yw IÂ]n¨p. icocs¯bpw AXnsâ Bhiy§sfbpw AhKWn¨p. AXn\m Znhyktµi¯nsâ A`mh¯n a\pjys\ kw_Ôn¨v ]Tn¡m\pw Adnbm\pw {ian¨hÀ B\sb Adnbm³ {ian¨ AÔ·msct¸msebmWv. A]qÀWhpw A_²PSnehpamb \nKa\§fnemWhsc¯nt¨À¶Xv.
a\pjys\Êw_Ôn¨v Adnbm¯hÀ¡v Ahs\§s\ Pohn¡Wsa¶v a\Ênem¡pI km[yaÃ. GXphn[anhnsS IgnbWsa¶v {Kln¡m\mhiyamb auenI [mcWsb¦nepw Xs¶¡pdn¨v Hmtcmcp¯À¡pw A\nhmcyamWv. Znhyktµi¯neqsS am{Xta AXv e`n¡pIbpÅq; e`n¨n«pÅq. a\pjy\v Ahsâ AkvXnXz¯nsâ AÀYhpw e£yhpw \ntbmKhpw A`ykn¸n¨Xv aXamWv. AXv PohnX¯nsâ e£yhpw amÀKhpw \nÀWbn¡pIbpw sNbvXncn¡p¶p.
Znhyt_m[\s¯ Ahew_n¡m¯hsc kw_Ôn¨nSt¯mfw acWtijw F´v F¶ tNmZyw t]mepw A{]kàamWv. AXn\mehÀ¡v PohnXw P\\t¯msS Bcw`n¨v acWt¯msS Ahkm\n¡p¶ H¶p am{XamWv. Cu ho£Ww PohnXe£ys¯bpw amÀKs¯bpw AKm[ambn _m[n¡p¶p. FÃm PohnXhr¯nIsfbpw kmcambn kzm[o\n¡p¶p. F¶m ssZhnIktµiw adptemIs¯¡pdn¨v kwkmcn¡p¶p. acWm\´c PohnXamWv aÀa{][m\sa¶v {]Jym]n¡p¶p. Cu temIw IÀacwKamsW¶pw hnNmcWbpw hn[nbpw {]Xn^ehpw ]ctemI¯psh¨msW¶pw Du¶n¸dbp¶p. Cu hnizmk¯nsâ A`mh¯n `qanbn k^eamhm¯ k¡Àa§Ä \ncÀYIambncn¡pw. F¶m IÀa§sf AhbpsS `uXnI^ew am{Xw t\m¡n hnebncp¯p¶Xv icnbmb kao]\aÃ. Hgp¡nÂs]« ]n©pss]Xens\ c£n¡m³ ]pgbnte¡v FSp¯pNmSp¶ a\pjy³ ]camh[n {ian¨n«pw ]cmPnX\mhp¶psh¦n AXpsImWvSpam{Xw AbmfpsS A[zm\w AtbmKytam A\mZcWobtam Bhp¶nÃ. {]Xy£¯n {]tbmP\clnXambn tXm¶p¶ Cu XymKw Hcp ]cmPnX{iaamWv. ]t£, AXn AXypZm¯amb aqeyw F¼mSpapWvSv. AYhm, Ipªns\ c£n¡m\pÅ {ia¯n AbmÄ {]hml¯nÂs]«v ]ctemIw {]m]n¨m AXnsâ {]Xy£^ew HcmÄ¡p ]Icw cWvSmfpsS acWamWv. `uXnI ho£W¯n h³\jvSamWv. F¶m bYmÀY¯neXv {]iwkmÀlamb hocarXyphs{X. acWt¯msS FÃmw Ahkm\n¡psa¦n BZÀi§Ä¡p thWvSnbpÅ BßXymKw AÀYiq\yambncn¡pw. \oXn¡pthWvSnbpÅ ]cmPnXamb t]mcm«w \ÂIp¶ \nÀhrXn Cu temIhpambn _Ôs¸«XÃ. acWw FÃmänsâbpw A´ysa¦n hoc\mbIsâ XymKw h¦¯amWv. AYhm, \maXv \njv^easöv hn[nsbgpXp¶psh¦n AXv asämcp temIs¯¡pdn¨pÅ t_m[¯nsâ ^eamWv. kXy¯nsâbpw \·bpsSbpw `mK¯p\n¡pIbpw tXm¡pIbpw sNbvX hoc\mbIsâ {]hr¯n \ymboIcn¡s¸SpIbpw hninjvSsa¶v hmgv¯s¸SpIbpw sN¿p¶psh¦n AXv ]ctemIs¯¡pdn¨ GtXm hn[ [mcWbpsS ^eamWv. kw`hKXnIfpsS hnebncp¯epIfn AXv A´À[mcbmbn hÀ¯n¡pIbpw Bg¯n kzm[o\w sNep¯pIbpw sN¿p¶p. Znhyt_m[\¯nsâ kzm[o\¯nÂ\n¶v XoÀ¯pw apàamb a\pjya\Êm£n¡v XymK¯nsâ hnebdnbpIbnÃ. KWnXimkv{X Xe¯nse em`tNX§Ä¡\pkrXambÃmsX Fs´¦nepw Xocpam\§sfSp¡mt\m Imcy§Ä sN¿mt\m AXv A\phZn¡pIbpanÃ.
Znhyktµi§fpsS A`mh¯n a\pjy\v Xs¶¡pdns¨¶ t]mse Xsâ {kjvSmhns\ kw_Ôn¨pw H¶padnbpIbnÃ. ]nXmhv Pohn¨ncn¡pIbpw Xt¶msSm¸apWvSmbncn¡pIbpw sNbvXn«pw kz´w ]nXmhns\ Adnbm¯ ]p{Xs\¡mÄ At\IaS§v \nÀ`mKyhm\mWv Xsâ {kjvSmhns\¸än Adnbm¯ a\pjy³. ssZhs¯ kw_Ôn¨ AÚX Ah³ \ÂInb PohnXhyhØsb kw_Ôn¨ AdnhnÃmbva¡pw AXphgn \nXy\mi¯n\pw \nan¯amIp¶p.
imkv{Xw F{Xsbms¡ ]ptcmKXn {]m]n¡pIbpw kmt¦XnIhnZy kar²amhpIbpw hnÚm\w hnIkn¡pIbpw sNbvXn«psWvS¦nepw a\pjy\n¶pw kz´s¯ kw_Ôns¨¶ t]mse Xm³ Pohn¡p¶ temIs¯¡pdn¨pw XoÀ¯pw AÚ\mWv. ]pXpXmbn In«p¶ Hmtcm Adnhpw AÚXbpsS Bgadnbm\mWv klmbIambn¯ocp¶Xv. Xs¶bpw Xm³ Pohn¡p¶ temIs¯bpw Ipdn¨dnbmsX ChnsS hnPbIchpw kzØhpw kam[m\ \ncXhpamb PohnXw \bn¡pI km[yaÃ. AXpsImWvSpXs¶ tIhe a\Êm£n¡v PohnX¯nsâ amÀKZÀiI\mIm\mhnÃ.
kzmÀYXbnÂ\n¶v XoÀ¯pw apàamb BcpanÃ. kaql¯n\mhiyamb \nba§fpw hyhØIfpw Nn«Ifpw N«§fpsams¡ \nÝbn¡p¶Xv ]pcpj·mcmsW¦n AhcpsS XmÂ]cy§Ä¡v {]mapJyw IÂ]n¡s¸Sp¶p. kv{XoIfmsW¦n adn¨pw. Idp¯h\pWvSm¡p¶ \nba§fpw hyhØIfpw Ah\v A\pIqeambncn¡pw. X§fpsS XmÂ]cy§Ä¡v IqSpX ]cnKW\ \ÂImXncn¡m³ shfp¯hÀ¡v km[yaÃ. sXmgnemfnþapXemfn hÀK§fpsS ØnXnbpw `n¶aÃ. Hmtcm {]tZi¯pImcpw cmPy¡mcpw X§fpsS XmÂ]cy§Ä¡mWv ap³KW\ \ÂIpI. tZiobXbpsS ASnØm\w Xs¶ AXmWtÃm. \nt¡mtfm amIyhÃn ]dbp¶p: ""\·sb¶Xv Hcp t]cpam{XamWv. bYmÀY¯n Xn·bmWpÅXv. AXn\m Xsâ cmjv{Ss¯ iàns¸Sp¯m\m{Kln¡p¶ GsXmcp `cWm[nImcnbpw Xn· sNt¿WvSsX§s\sb¶v icn¡pw a\Ênem¡Ww.'' shbn³t]mfnsâ ho£Whpw AXpXs¶: ""km·mÀKnI\mb HcmÄ¡v cmjv{Ss¯ \bn¡pI km[yaÃ. ImcWw, cmjv{S¯nsâ c£bv¡p thWvS Imcy§Ä Hcp k·mÀKn¡v sN¿m³ IgnbnÃ. cmPy\·bv¡pthWvSn cmjv{S¯eh³ F´pw F§s\bpw {]hÀ¯n¡m³ X¿mdmhWw. \·þXn·Isf¡pdn¨v hnthN\w \S¯p¶ k·mÀKn¡nXv km[yaÃ.''
GsX¦nepw kz`mh¯nepÅ kzmÀYX H«panÃm¯hcpWvSmInÃ. AXpsImWvSpXs¶ A¯c¡mcpWvSm¡p¶ \nbahyhØIfnepw AXv {]Xn^en¡pw. temIs¯ H¶mbpw, AXnse apgph³ a\pjyscbpw Hcpt]msebpw ImWm³ AhcpsS {kjvSmhpw kwc£I\pamb ssZh¯n\p am{Xta IgnbpIbpÅq. FÃm tZis¯bpw Imes¯bpw apgph³ a\pjytcmSpw \oXn ]peÀ¯p¶ \nbahyhØ \ÂIm\pw Aht\ km[n¡pIbpÅq. ssZh¯nsâ k·mÀKt_m[\w kzoIcn¡msX tIhe a\Êm£nb\pkcn¨v BÀ¡panhnsS D¯aPohnXw \bn¡m\mhnsöp ]dbm\pÅ ImcWhpw AXpXs¶. Xsâ ktµihmlIcmb {]hmNI·mcneqsSbmWv ssZhw Cu PohnXhyhØ a\pjycmin¡v kaÀ¸n¨Xv. hyànbpsSbpw IpSpw_¯nsâbpw kaql¯nsâbpw cmjv{S¯nsâbpw temI¯nsâbpw \ne\nÂ]v AXnsâ ASnØm\¯nemhWsa¶v aXamhiys¸SpIbpw sN¿p¶p. |
